Well, Back to Normal Fucking Idiocy

Great, once in a while I stumble upon a nice piece of ass. I would describe this lady differently if I had anything else positive to say about her. The problem is that she is just dumb, at least she is too stupid to meet my standards. We were going out together for like 3 months, and not a single decent conversation between the two of us took hold during that whole period. Luckily, she brought it up, otherwise, I would be keeping up with this facade for a while longer. I tried my best to give her a fair shot, but it just seemed impossible eventually. I hate breakups, but I hated being there too, good thing it is over.

Now, the first thing she does to signal that she is back on the market is to put a filtered 3-year-old picture of her body; I wish she would understand that that would not attract the serious sort she wants at this point in her life. If there was an excuse for me to not take her seriously at all, (or coming back just for the sexy parts which worked very well between us,) that would be her putting these kinds of photos up there on her facebook page. I don’t care how desperate you are at 31 – putting such body images will only bring you man that you might like, but sure as hell is not going to treat you seriously after you take your clothes off and he realizes how old those pictures might have been. It is besides the point, though, she was still hot; However, being hot is not the way to get yourself going with a guy long term.

Fuck knows really, maybe it is just the fact I am a shit person to talk to, and this is why this ended up this way, and my all other failures did not even go this far. What upsets me about all of this is after a while, this shit will start all over again – I will wait long enough and then will come back to using dumb dating apps. Eventually, I get a like or two from women who want it serious, but being in an age which broadcasts to the whole world about their failure of finding a man they like. I just fucking put my nice face for the first date, and keep on pretending until sex becomes really good. Then everything will blow up, and I will give even less of a damn about the woman’s feelings than I did with the last woman I broke up with. The alternative to this kind of cycle is staying alone and keep on writing these kinds of shit blog posts all the time. Hey, at least I understand now the importance of acting “normal” and “fun” on the first date, which will make it easier to get laid sooner.

She had a real chance if only she gave a damn about making progress with her life, and not just kept talking about how much she needs to study, right after she binged for a day on NetFlix. My biggest mistake was meeting her parents and friends. That is a mistake I am not going to repeat next time.

Now I will need to put my best efforts to make sure that next time I will find a higher quality sort of girl, and be on her level.

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